Stubborn Sam!

I do admit I'm stubborn at times where I'm so self-centered that I just wanna listen to myself and thinking I'm right and as always convincing people to agree with me, what's da problem with me?Bringing up in a average family where financial has always been an issue in my family, we were taught that we need to spend wisely when we are out, we can buy things with our own money, that's why whenever we have holidays, we'll need to go out and work, in my family there's no policy such as "stay at home-enjoy holidays", looking at my elder siblings, I'm reallie proud of them for achieving who they are and what they have today, I'm hoping to be like them as well, not to defend for myself, I do feel that this is a part of reason for my stubborness where I'm afraid to lose, I'm afraid to show others da weak side of me, I would rather close da door & cry to myself rather den letting ppl to know, and of cos I'm always pushing ppl to listen to me and get their agreement which is totally a bit prob!I'll need to get use to myself about sitting down n listen to people without any interruption!(Agree with me dear?)haha not forcing an agreement here ya..well I'll change if I need to, I doesnt wanna spoil my life nor my love, I know she has been pampering me and forgiving me for all da mistakes I did and hope that we could sit down and have a heart to heart talk about each other to have much much better understanding, I have chose to settle down with you, that's y I'm willing to go this far with you, let our hearts goes together along in this long long journey..