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Dont you miss me for not writing these days?*Sam whispers actually i'm da one missing this blog!*Anyway guess da questions that might be asking would be how's sam these days after those incidents?Is sam still unhappie?still worrying?still waiting for da answers?Well just to let you know sam of cos got a little bit unhappie cos over da incidents seriously tis time da hurt is different, i could feel my heart stop beating for a moment and i questioned myself what do i want to do?This is her attitude tis is her, i told her i would accept whoever she is cos I love her and now am i doing it?It's true that carpicorns and scorpios match and they need to compromise over each other about themselves, now i get this right about both our characters..like wat i say I'm a person who search for answers where if my questions r not being answered, i felt ignored or hanging in da air, as for her , she doesnt like to explain everything she does cos she feels that it's not neccessary to speak out everything, who's right n who's wrong?Conclusion:NONE is just that different people have different attitude, so we shouldnt blame why she's always seeking for an answer or why she doesnt speaks at all..isnt?Rationally thinking about this, we just need to work this out by compromising, one learn when to speak and one learn when to keep quiet.When comes to emotionally, when our heart controls us, everything seems different cos we tend to look things at one corner only, so we will need time to settledown ourselves, sorting out for solutions. After these days, I found out i was totally mad about you, afraid of losing you, do you know last time, i remembered once i was thinking how will i react if one day you leave me?or one day i found out u leave me because of another gal?Then i understand when we start to love someone so much, we're so afraid of losing him/her cos he/she has been part of your life(aint pressuring on anything ya!), den I did feel i was kinda possessive about you, indirectly I was like asking you to report to me or checking on you(but da main purpose was wondering n worrying about you), anyway i do admit if i make mistakes and I'll learned from them and i hope from here you learn about me as well, I aint asking you to change and dear to live together with someone forever, you need to give out ur love,understanding,trust,compromise and lots lots of things, it's not easy and it will unless you try. Currently learning about how to give n take at da right time and right amount, no more no less, having a balance and hopefully everything will go smoothly ya. Love can make you crazy love can make you losing yourself and when you're being loved, you'll be back who you are.

I Love Jas Cheng!Dunno she love me bo!!?!Hahaha...