Live Life Happily =P
Morning morning my bloggie..after through da ups and downs and also da nite in genting, yesterday I had a hard time thinking about me and her, whether what was the main problem between us?Why I kept thinking she's da one who have changed?What's da reasons behind all this?Why am I being so easily sensitive and emotional?
I guessed finally I got da answer d..i guessed la..I think I sendiri cari pasal also, right now she might be a little lost about what she wants cos I felt that da one who changed is me, last time she wasnt totally mine and now da difference is she's my gf, she's MINE and what happens is that I got possessive over her cos I'm definitely afraid of losing her, not that I dun trust her, it's because I dun trust myself and also da gal sleeping next to her(she knows who am i taking about), dear do you know how hard is it for a gal to accept her gf sharing da same room with another gal especially is her ex?and most importantly she still love you, that's why i'm so scared dear, i know you want her to be your friend and aint easy for me to accept a good fren of urs who's ur ex who's still loving you..u know jealousy happens naturally??Anyway again i do welcome and accept this fren of urs with my open arms for you..
I told myself that I doesnt wan myself nor u to upset because of my sensitivity and I couldnt change da fact she's ur ex and she's ur fren and she still loves u, I know I cant and what i can do is to trust you and myself, I know recently I was reallie reallie down cos I'm lost, I didnt where I'm heading n I totally lost confidence in myself.It was a long and difficult time I had and I was like alone going through all this, I reallie wish you were there to give me da support and protecting tim for this creepy situation I was experiencing.
Anyway these are da reasons or watever it is that I think I got problem with myself la, right now I just wanna get over myself and stand up, get da confidence that I lost, trust her and myself, nomatter right now she's lost or watever it is, I dun care d, I just wanne be who i am, live life happily my motto should be continue to practice kan?I mean being upset and den down den sensitive den influencing da relationship, wat's da point leh?
At da end she feel pressured and "fan" about me, anyway I hope I get it right this time about this, it's like I sendiri cari own problem to trouble myself and end up I figure out da solution as well..pretty funny uh?Hopefully I answered my own problems and it's settle..right now I just sit n wait for her to tell me wat she wants,doesnt wanna ask or seek any explaination, sometimes not everything has a reason for happening and got explainations geh right?
Who am i to her is important for me to know yet she should let me know naturally, ask when there is a need without any force would make her and I feel better, isnt?
Glad that i'm back to who i am, da brand new sammie shall live life happily =P it's reallie happie to have you around with me*love you dear*
I guessed finally I got da answer d..i guessed la..I think I sendiri cari pasal also, right now she might be a little lost about what she wants cos I felt that da one who changed is me, last time she wasnt totally mine and now da difference is she's my gf, she's MINE and what happens is that I got possessive over her cos I'm definitely afraid of losing her, not that I dun trust her, it's because I dun trust myself and also da gal sleeping next to her(she knows who am i taking about), dear do you know how hard is it for a gal to accept her gf sharing da same room with another gal especially is her ex?and most importantly she still love you, that's why i'm so scared dear, i know you want her to be your friend and aint easy for me to accept a good fren of urs who's ur ex who's still loving you..u know jealousy happens naturally??Anyway again i do welcome and accept this fren of urs with my open arms for you..
I told myself that I doesnt wan myself nor u to upset because of my sensitivity and I couldnt change da fact she's ur ex and she's ur fren and she still loves u, I know I cant and what i can do is to trust you and myself, I know recently I was reallie reallie down cos I'm lost, I didnt where I'm heading n I totally lost confidence in myself.It was a long and difficult time I had and I was like alone going through all this, I reallie wish you were there to give me da support and protecting tim for this creepy situation I was experiencing.
Anyway these are da reasons or watever it is that I think I got problem with myself la, right now I just wanna get over myself and stand up, get da confidence that I lost, trust her and myself, nomatter right now she's lost or watever it is, I dun care d, I just wanne be who i am, live life happily my motto should be continue to practice kan?I mean being upset and den down den sensitive den influencing da relationship, wat's da point leh?
At da end she feel pressured and "fan" about me, anyway I hope I get it right this time about this, it's like I sendiri cari own problem to trouble myself and end up I figure out da solution as well..pretty funny uh?Hopefully I answered my own problems and it's settle..right now I just sit n wait for her to tell me wat she wants,doesnt wanna ask or seek any explaination, sometimes not everything has a reason for happening and got explainations geh right?
Who am i to her is important for me to know yet she should let me know naturally, ask when there is a need without any force would make her and I feel better, isnt?
Glad that i'm back to who i am, da brand new sammie shall live life happily =P it's reallie happie to have you around with me*love you dear*
posted by Sam @ 8:40 AM
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At 8:31 AM,
Sam said…
Thanks ya!
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