Running Away..

Crying with my heart so pain now, I never tot that this day would actually happened to me, I doesnt know how to start writing this as my tears are falling down on my laptop, i cried from da shopping complex till da taxi till i didnt wanna go back home, i stayed in da garden n let myself cried over and over and over till i decided to control and hold back to get back home as i doesnt wanna get back home late alone there, y cant i stop crying?Cos my heart feel so pain, my girlfriend, my dear da one i love da most actually run away from me with her fren(also known as her ex), i didnt insist you to teman me go gym, i didnt mind going there alone to work out but reallie could take it that you pull her off away from me, i know u're worried that she might do anything to me, well it's already few months after and she still loves you, i bet she wont do that at all!i bet tis with everything i have!!We are grown up and should handle it with a mature way, n u know what it's you who is scared of her, I DOESNT!and y do u need to be so good?cos u're scared of losing a good friend?I reallie dun understand, YOU DIDNT STOOD FOR ME!I'm reallie upset..how could tis happen?It's not about love or break up or watever, it's about you yourself..i'm tired and going to bed now..nites