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Hello..morning to you,been thinking a lot during my free time about us and I feel so helpless right now cos I'm confused about myself and I guess u might feel da same too.Yesterday we so called had an arguement and I felt that it was my very first time raising my voice so loud on you, I'm sorry if it hurts and I wouldnt explain much,here I wanna say sorrie to ser wey cos she was in her outing clothes waiting for us and last minute I told her da plan was cancelled, I felt reallie bad cos I was da one arranging this outing and at da end I'm da one telling her it's cancelled, I was pretty mad cos you actually knew that you gals gonna send wai ling to da airport, u knew it was gonna be da day den you should have let us know for us to prepare that da plan was gonna cancel, do you know ser wey sounded disappointed when I told her wat if da plan is cancelled?Okie, you said that you didnt know wat time she gonna leave, actually it's not wat time she gonna leave tat matters, it's you should have told us that you might need to send your fren off so you aint sure whether you can make it or not, I felt funny though how come you didnt know wat time wai ling was gonna leave cos dont you gals met everyday?Probably it was another last minute notice, I know you felt sorry and bad too for ser wey, I didnt know what I was so mad, all I knew was I could feel that you wanted to send her off so badly and at da same time you also wanted to bring ser wey to get her dvds, you were stuck, I knew I knew you doesnt feel good and again I just dun understand why I was so mad, do you know I was rushing like hell from work back to home and I need to chase after my family asking them stop shopping cos I need to go back home?I felt bad that I did that while ting was enjoying her shopping(she's been sick for so many weeks and few days ago she went to da doc, she's having 2 weeks MC,she look so pale sick), conclusion about yesterday is that next time if you feel or you know that you MIGHT have something on den let me know, I'll try to arrange da best time for you, if you doesnt tell out, I wouldnt know what plans you have k?
I'm done with yesterday's thingy, I do reallie hope tonite you'll come over where we can talk, I know you dislike talking and explaining about what you think what you feel and what you do and may I prompt you a question, when you're with your frens, dont ya do that to them?At times I feel that your friends are reallie luckier den I am, cos they get to see you almost everyday, they get to talk to you, they get your attention and you're willing to listen to them. For me, it's different d, last time you would reallie feel hurt when you see me cry, you'll be afraid to see me mad, you'll worry when I'm back alone, da love and care that you gave me was so sweet and things seems to change d, right now when I'm mad/cry/we have arguements, you doesnt care about da situation, you doesnt bother to know more and you doesnt wanna talk either. Your favourite phrase to me is "Why do you always like to talk and explain so much?" Dear, I'm a gal who have emotions and feelings, I wouldnt know how you feel or think if you doesnt talk to me, tis is da main point that keep our communication hanging in da air, one likes to talk one likes to be quiet, when problem happens den?We just stop and let it hanging in da air?I seriously wanna move on and forget about da incident about da "run away" but I doesnt know why that I was reallie deeply hurt on da incident, I couldnt accept da runaway, I know you felt bad and you said sorry but you didnt explain or reassure me anything, again you're expecting me to know how you feel and think and what you're doing?Dear, it's been so many months we have been together and how many times I tried to understand your situation and I'm sure you did da same to me also, there are times I need security I need assurance from you and that's why I wanted you to talk to me, I'm not asking you to be a criminal to explain and admit your offences, I want us to communicate, let both of us know how do we feel about each other den.
What time I go to work?what time I offwork?What time I reach home?How do I go to work?How do I get off from work?Which department I'm working?How's my work so far?How's my family(family got some problems lately)?Each time you message or call, all you wanted to know is what's been happening to friends around me, you just doesnt seem to ask me " how's my lou por today?careful when you go back..where are you now?" Is it because you doesnt love me already?Feelings changes towards me?Or is it because your time is fully occupy with friends and there's no slot for me?You would have time outing and dinner and yam cha with friends no matter where is it, but you seem to have problem getting some time for me.How does that feels?Aint complaining about your friends, give me some attention and care also.
Do you know you're a great girlfriend?Before all these happens, you were so caring, you would spend time with me whenever you can, though you're tired of coming to my place yet you would come over at times to surprise me and make me happie?your messages and calls were so sweet =~~( i miss you so much do you know?I been crying these days cos I'm afraid..I doesnt know whether has your feelings has changed for me?It's no longer getting stronger nor growing more?Right now I'm prepared for da day you gonna leave me if you want to..I know that it's gonna hurt..and I remember I told you that your happiness is my happiness, do what you want as long you're happie, I know you would think a lot and it's okie dear, if you wan to leave for your happiness, dun hold back and I just wanna say that people says that we reallie fall in love with da one once in our lifetime, I would dare to write it here that if it's a true statement den da person in my life would be you.
Maybe you have lots of worries and things to ponder about in your life, making you feel lost and you didnt wanna tell me cos you doesnt know how to talk to me cos of my stupid attitude or being a bad listener, I'm sorry that I wasnt da right one who's there for you, I tried..I reallie did but mayb in da end my stupid attitude ruin everything, da reason I talk a lot cos I wanted you to know how I think, I doesnt wanna keep you hanging in da air like me, I dont wan you make wrong assumptions, I doesnt wanna upset or hurt you...n at da end you say that "I talk too much"
Right now over here I doesnt know what to do already, I reallie hope to solve this problem and let's move on, aint a big deal and I would need your help for this, would you wanna go over this problem with me or you wanan leave?I doesnt know..I'll be waiting for you tonite no matter wat time, dear I do love you so much..can we keep this love going on n on?every picture in my future there's you and every word I say is true, I'm not asking you to pity me, I'm asking you to love me..
Never think that you're a bad girlfriend, you're perfect to me, just that you doesnt realise, do you know that I have never been so happie in any relationship till I found you?What's da reason that makes me feel to settledown this time?It's you dear..you gave me da strength and da support that I want to move on with what I want now, you taught me about freedom and space, you taught me that sometimes words are unneccessary,action speaks more, you taught me to be simple and be protective to myself, you taught me to be tough, you taught me about love in life..
You're special in your ways and I never tell you, I hope here I get to speak out to you that every people have different views on every issue and every person, no matter what people thinks about you, in my life and love, you're da one whom I love and needed da most, I may have say this often till you doesnt realise how true and important is it..
Appreciation is something we shouldnt be forgotten, dont take love for granted, love when you do and care when it's real, everything that I'm saying and does is from my heart,for you..
I doesnt care what happens, all I care is will you be here to go through this with me?
I Love You..I do..
I'm done with yesterday's thingy, I do reallie hope tonite you'll come over where we can talk, I know you dislike talking and explaining about what you think what you feel and what you do and may I prompt you a question, when you're with your frens, dont ya do that to them?At times I feel that your friends are reallie luckier den I am, cos they get to see you almost everyday, they get to talk to you, they get your attention and you're willing to listen to them. For me, it's different d, last time you would reallie feel hurt when you see me cry, you'll be afraid to see me mad, you'll worry when I'm back alone, da love and care that you gave me was so sweet and things seems to change d, right now when I'm mad/cry/we have arguements, you doesnt care about da situation, you doesnt bother to know more and you doesnt wanna talk either. Your favourite phrase to me is "Why do you always like to talk and explain so much?" Dear, I'm a gal who have emotions and feelings, I wouldnt know how you feel or think if you doesnt talk to me, tis is da main point that keep our communication hanging in da air, one likes to talk one likes to be quiet, when problem happens den?We just stop and let it hanging in da air?I seriously wanna move on and forget about da incident about da "run away" but I doesnt know why that I was reallie deeply hurt on da incident, I couldnt accept da runaway, I know you felt bad and you said sorry but you didnt explain or reassure me anything, again you're expecting me to know how you feel and think and what you're doing?Dear, it's been so many months we have been together and how many times I tried to understand your situation and I'm sure you did da same to me also, there are times I need security I need assurance from you and that's why I wanted you to talk to me, I'm not asking you to be a criminal to explain and admit your offences, I want us to communicate, let both of us know how do we feel about each other den.
What time I go to work?what time I offwork?What time I reach home?How do I go to work?How do I get off from work?Which department I'm working?How's my work so far?How's my family(family got some problems lately)?Each time you message or call, all you wanted to know is what's been happening to friends around me, you just doesnt seem to ask me " how's my lou por today?careful when you go back..where are you now?" Is it because you doesnt love me already?Feelings changes towards me?Or is it because your time is fully occupy with friends and there's no slot for me?You would have time outing and dinner and yam cha with friends no matter where is it, but you seem to have problem getting some time for me.How does that feels?Aint complaining about your friends, give me some attention and care also.
Do you know you're a great girlfriend?Before all these happens, you were so caring, you would spend time with me whenever you can, though you're tired of coming to my place yet you would come over at times to surprise me and make me happie?your messages and calls were so sweet =~~( i miss you so much do you know?I been crying these days cos I'm afraid..I doesnt know whether has your feelings has changed for me?It's no longer getting stronger nor growing more?Right now I'm prepared for da day you gonna leave me if you want to..I know that it's gonna hurt..and I remember I told you that your happiness is my happiness, do what you want as long you're happie, I know you would think a lot and it's okie dear, if you wan to leave for your happiness, dun hold back and I just wanna say that people says that we reallie fall in love with da one once in our lifetime, I would dare to write it here that if it's a true statement den da person in my life would be you.
Maybe you have lots of worries and things to ponder about in your life, making you feel lost and you didnt wanna tell me cos you doesnt know how to talk to me cos of my stupid attitude or being a bad listener, I'm sorry that I wasnt da right one who's there for you, I tried..I reallie did but mayb in da end my stupid attitude ruin everything, da reason I talk a lot cos I wanted you to know how I think, I doesnt wanna keep you hanging in da air like me, I dont wan you make wrong assumptions, I doesnt wanna upset or hurt you...n at da end you say that "I talk too much"
Right now over here I doesnt know what to do already, I reallie hope to solve this problem and let's move on, aint a big deal and I would need your help for this, would you wanna go over this problem with me or you wanan leave?I doesnt know..I'll be waiting for you tonite no matter wat time, dear I do love you so much..can we keep this love going on n on?every picture in my future there's you and every word I say is true, I'm not asking you to pity me, I'm asking you to love me..
Never think that you're a bad girlfriend, you're perfect to me, just that you doesnt realise, do you know that I have never been so happie in any relationship till I found you?What's da reason that makes me feel to settledown this time?It's you dear..you gave me da strength and da support that I want to move on with what I want now, you taught me about freedom and space, you taught me that sometimes words are unneccessary,action speaks more, you taught me to be simple and be protective to myself, you taught me to be tough, you taught me about love in life..
You're special in your ways and I never tell you, I hope here I get to speak out to you that every people have different views on every issue and every person, no matter what people thinks about you, in my life and love, you're da one whom I love and needed da most, I may have say this often till you doesnt realise how true and important is it..
Appreciation is something we shouldnt be forgotten, dont take love for granted, love when you do and care when it's real, everything that I'm saying and does is from my heart,for you..
I doesnt care what happens, all I care is will you be here to go through this with me?
I Love You..I do..
posted by Sam @ 8:24 AM
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