Beautiful Pictures of Her..

My bro's boyfriend jst transferred da pics from da digital camera to a CD & I just got it like few days ago. Looking at da pictures, I started to smile & I end up with tears. I realise I actually took lots of pics of her,those silly & cute look of hers, knowing that she doesnt like to take pics so I'll need to take them secretly & if she's reading this,blackmail me please if you doesnt wan those pictures to be out there!*LOL*It's kinda heartbreaking to see those beautiful pictures where there are special memories behind them yet I felt sweet to see da way she smiled, it reallie brighten up my day =)

Have you ever wonder what's da purpose of love?Why do you want to love him/her so much?What can you do to ensure this relationship?

As for me, da purpose of love is love & be love where I'll love her and she'll love me as well for da reason of happiness and let nature takes its way for da relationship.I believe we learn to change from every relationship we have gone through and with bad experiences,it does mark a phobia about love or a scar in a person's heart. Imagine how big impact love brings into our life & from my dear, I learned something too which I'm happie to know it now.

I aint know whether what sort of relationship are we now cos it seems undefined of our status.Verbally, da word 'break up' didn’t came out from any of us,technically it seems like we are,practically I dunno and emotionally I still do love her very much(I dun think I need to highlight this right?,hehe).So what did I learn from her?I learn my mistakes & my stupid attitude;I neglected how others feels & forgetting da limits,I am so self-centered & stubborn that I doesn’t listen to others,I am an attention seeker while doing most of da talking & not letting others to talk,I admit I'm a bad listener with a kiasu(a hokkien dialect term meaning 'cannot lose' atttitude) and last but not da least I am over emotional that cause me easily bad tempered & she became my poor victim(I'm lack of understanding).

Phew, you might be wondering what kind of gal am I right?Keke,well I was kinda down knowing all these cos I never thought I could be this bad,really!But now I feelt better, at least I know my own weaknesses and I'll learn to change then.Hopefully it's not too late & I ask for forgiveness from my dear,family & friends,sorrie for this terrible attitude & you all bear with me.I'm so lucky to have all of you with me.Thanks people(especially you dear)!

I doesn’t wanna be so stubborn seeking for answers now cos I guess it's not neccesary, love is not like an exam where for every questions or problems, there's a definite answer for it. We got to let go of love and when it comes back to you, you'll know da answer.There's isnt a need to ask from explainations for everything from your love one if you trust her cos I feel she will explain or tell you when she wants to.Understanding plays a important role in a relationship & I'm learning on how to understand her & also da people around me.

Good luck to me to find out who I reallie are,knowing more bout myself & chasing away all da bad things& attitude about sam!Good luck in my love as well where for this lifetime,I know I only love her, no one could replace her in my heart & I'll continue to be by her side with love & care,my promise for her.