Sam's Story

Yohoo it's Friday!!Ever since I started to work,I begin to love fridays so much and as da start of da day, I could open up my wardrobe, picking up my casual wear with my jeans and my sports shoes on, isnt fabulous?Of cos da best about fridays is weekends are here!I could throw myself on da bed, rolling here and there, reading my magazines & books while listening to my favourite songs.

Guess what I realised that my dear has da perception that I'm da type of gal who likes to walk around everywhere, couldn’t stick my butt on da chair for an hour, couldn’t live my life without shopping or getting out of da house, em maybe my words or actions did mislead her to have this perception about me and hey I doesn’t blame her for thinking like this but I would put da blame on myself.

I was emailing my close gal-friend that my dear actually have tat thought and she mentioned that I needed someone who can give me what I want without objection & she's not da one.Frankly, I cried over da sentence(though it's just a sms) cos I would never thought that's how she tot of me(sounded like a over pamper little gal) yet I accepted da fact(wasn’t a big issue after all).

I believe everyone has a different style of communication and my way of communication is kinda dumb and stupid.So here comes da story of sam,I'm da type of gal where I like initiatives frm my dear, with more elaboration that would be I feel it's kinda demanding or ordering if I were to say "have dinner with me", "pick me up" ,"buy that for me" and etc.I hope she would read between da lines frm my words and actions & use her initiatives to understand me more BUT tis is a stupid mistake and concept cos everytime I complain she doesn’t understand me & at da end I dun understand her too!!In fact this reflected to myself that when I complain that "how could she want me to understand her when she doesn’t say so?" cos I did da same thing too.Girls..*lol*

Okie now I get da point and hey dear if you're reading this, I know it sounds kinda stupid to you about this but whenever I'm telling you I'm going out with who n who or when I suggest about going here and there for trips, I was dying to hear from you "oh I'll come n join you!", "bao bei,let's go together" but in da end you'll be thinking why I always go out and why cant I stay at home?Actually I just want you to make initiative to go out with me only =( without me asking directly ma but you will say why I keep everything to myself?Sometimes it's sweet to be dated by you,I'm always anxious to see you on our dates.It melts my heart every small little thing you do that shows your care.It reallie touches me every huggie n kissie u gave(even when you hold my hand,I feel 'lum' ka!)

Hehe after all I'm a simple love gal..with a dummie and stupid conception in my head..it was kinda stupid this morning when I told her that I might be going over her hometown to look for her,I forgotten to ask myself "Who you think you are now?", forgotten to remind myself about my current status or situation tim.Anyway I'm learning to be a listener now and speak less. Most of da time I'm da one getting da attention to talk, so now sam sit back n listen okie?Thank God!

*Results will be out next week & I know she's reallie nervous about it,no matter good or bad I hope I'm here to support her in everyway that I can!God please bless her with da effort she have put on, I trust you God and I trust her*Strong fate for both of you!!*love ya dear as always*

End of sam's story =)