Su Wen..

For so many years, my dear has not forgotten about da gal who was as perfect as an angel and it was da prettiest gal she ever seen in her life. She never thought that she would fall hard in love for this angel and without any notice, da angel left her. Ever since then, da angel was no where to be found nor contact. My dear's hearts was broken into pieces and she always questioned "Why did she left?"

My dear wanted to know da answer but I guess she's afraid to know da truth.There are many possibilities of why da angel left her and frankly, i reallie do envy her cos she captured da love of da life of my dear yet I felt da love she had for my dear. I didnt know why she would have lied behind my dear's back and i still believe that she did have feelings & love for my dear.Probably she left cos she know there is no return for her love or she knows that she couldnt get herself into da lesbian world though she love my dear.I could list hundreds of reasons here but fact is she's gone already.

She may live da life that she wants now happily and my dear is still living in the grey world of hers.She has blaming herself for not appreciating such an angel & she put da guilt in her. Anyone who knows my dear definitely heard before da story of Su Wen,haha my dear never miss that name out from anyone. I guessed she mention da angel's name more then mine!And seriously I didnt mind at all cos I accepted da fact that everyone has their love of their life(meaning falling deep in love for once in their lifetime)and my dear found it in her.

I know that it will remain a question about da disappearance angel unless my dear would take da courage to look for her and ask(sam says it will never happen). I reallie hope that my dear would accept da fact that Su Wen has left for watever reason & she shouldnt blame everything on herself, whether for what reason she has left, dear, you should carry on your life happily as well.Let go of your past,your regrets and her.

Lift up your confidence and trust for yourself,your love one and future.I'll continue staying beside you giving every support that you need as I guess this is what I could afford to give you now.You may have doubts whether how long I'm gonna stay or how long I'm gonna love you and it's true no one could guarantee you about love, I would only say that time will show you how much I gonna love you & of cos it's rather u or others would say "Sam,you will say tis for now and later you'll change".My dear bloggie, I never fallen in love with someone this much and I never thought as well.

Da love of my life is you, my dear & I pray for your happiness. I wish you could live out of da dark & grey clouds above you, looking for da ray of light and brighten up your days.Letting go da sadness,worries and regrets in you and live da happie days with da one you want to =)

You walk into my life once and you'll never walk out from my heart forever, I love you from da day we started & I'll never stop loving you till da end of my life.

*Da smile on your face worth more any diamonds in da world*love you..