Worst Times..

Yesterday when I was on da phone asking for her results, my heart sunk when I heard about it, naturally there was tears in my eyes and I was numb to say or ask anything. It was sad to know da bad news & I felt worst talking to her.It was my first time bringing da saddest news to someone whom I love & care so much.Staying calm and telling her da news,I knew it was shocking to her and yet she pretended to be strong & tough to accept it.

I guess right now wat's in her mind is "What's da next step to take & How is she gonna tell her parents about it?".How I wish I was right beside her,I wanted to go through this times with her as I said to her before that I'll be with her for every ups and downs.I had da urge to pack my bag and go up to her hometown yet my mind hold me back with da question "Does she want me to be there?".As a result she did message me saying that she'll take care of herself and she'll handle it.So I think I got da answer already right?Give her some time to calm down to handle this situation.As usual,I'll standby here whenever she needs me.

I had a second thought that after helping and settling her studies problems right now,probably is da time where I should step out of her life cos she would need da time to focus in her studies for her future.I aint a selfish person,I would continue staying beside her,watching over her silently,continuing loving my dear without needing any commitment from her.Get it?Haha a bit confusing right?Wait till she have settle her stuffs first den I'll draw out a conclusion k?Now wat's important is her studies and future!!

God I know you're fair and there's a reason for everything to happened, now I pray for you to guide her to da path that leads to her future.She love law and she needs you to show her da way.I would stay beside her giving every guidance,advice and protection that I can.God I would need you and angels above us to help us.

*Dear,Dont Walk In Front Of Me Cos I May Not Follow,Dont Walk Behind Me Cos I Dunno How To Lead,Walk Beside Me and I Promise You I'll Stay With You Forever,Love From Me*