3rd September 2006

I'll remember this date for my whole entire lifetime where my love and trust has been betrayed.I couldnt sleep well last night.My mind was been bothering with da thoughts of how could she do that to me?I feel so helpless lying on da bed,thinking how I gonna live on my life with so much pain and hatred.I sat on my bed and started to cry.Never thought that I could still shed tears for someone who has been so harsh on me.

Friends came along sharing their care for me,saying it wasnt worth for me to be so sad and they didnt believe in her neither.All da while, it was only me who trusted her so much.She didnt even realise this or maybe it wasnt important to her anymore?

I trusted you will all my heart with love and care but u didnt appreciate it and u betray it.You didnt say it was de end and in fact you were giving hopes to me.You used my love,care,trust and support for granted.YOU DID!How selfishly you are..

I never forget da moment of me finding da truth & throwing everything.I never forget about how much I hate you.I would wait for God to punish those who hurt others harsly.I'll wait.I dunno how long I'm gonna carry this hatred with me.Probably it's da same amount as much as I loved you.

Jasper Cheng Su Ling get out of my life and whether you're dead or alive,it's none of my business anymore.