Anniversaries..
Went out with her for a drink da nite she came back from genting,glad to see her as you know she went to Bangkok and it's kinda mess up there now with da blasting in Hadyai and da so call "war" there,did told her that she's lucky to escape from all of that and what can I say more?*Thank God*Maybe she didn’t realise da date of da calendar and while we were having our drinks+chatting session, supposedly it's our 11th month anniversary.My mind was carried away about it though she was telling me da stories of her trip to Bangkok.I was listening, just that my heart was there.
Every month looking at da calendar where I mark every 21st of da month with a sign of love and smileys,I do feel upset about it you know as you understand that I love anniversaries and it's a reallie special day for me.I think I'll have a harder time next month.How I wish I could just forget da dates and not remembering da number 21?*Sigh*I was a little emotional on da day itself and sorrie chimui that you need to listen to me "sou fu" & thanks gal.
Been wondering lately how to celebrate her birthday and yet another few question pops up "Is she free to entertain me? "Does she want me to celebrate with her?" "What do I wanna give her?".As I promised before that every year of her birthday,I'll make birthday cake for her which I need to find and get da recipe now so that it taste better from one year to another year =P.I'm still confused about what I wanna get for her birthday present as I did said I'll buy this for her and now she's telling me she doesn’t reallie feel da need for it.I know what she wants da most and there's pros n cons.Just afraid that she will get distracted from her studies.Frankly,I am worried with her study attitude and mayb I'm just over-sensitive+worried.She's an adult,matured enough to handle her life right?I do care about her(a lot!) where I doesn’t wanna see any failures occuring in her and she need to make an effort for this time.Support and advice is what I can give,da rest is up to her.
If she's reading this, you have your time for playing,trips,holiday,rest and relax already, now is da time where you need to plan,organize and control about your time already.I sounds like a nanny,don’t I?Haha probably cos I'm brought up in a average family where financially has always been a problem for us.So in my family,we knew that we couldn’t afford to fail in our studies cos there's no funding nor support for us.So realistically we knew that study is study and enjoy comes later during holidays.Hope you understand what I'm stressing in here.I guess I have been saying this over a hundred million times and read da motivation message I sent you de other day.Remind yourself about your goals and stay focus.You want something den you need to work on it =)
*Try ur best dear*
Every month looking at da calendar where I mark every 21st of da month with a sign of love and smileys,I do feel upset about it you know as you understand that I love anniversaries and it's a reallie special day for me.I think I'll have a harder time next month.How I wish I could just forget da dates and not remembering da number 21?*Sigh*I was a little emotional on da day itself and sorrie chimui that you need to listen to me "sou fu" & thanks gal.
Been wondering lately how to celebrate her birthday and yet another few question pops up "Is she free to entertain me? "Does she want me to celebrate with her?" "What do I wanna give her?".As I promised before that every year of her birthday,I'll make birthday cake for her which I need to find and get da recipe now so that it taste better from one year to another year =P.I'm still confused about what I wanna get for her birthday present as I did said I'll buy this for her and now she's telling me she doesn’t reallie feel da need for it.I know what she wants da most and there's pros n cons.Just afraid that she will get distracted from her studies.Frankly,I am worried with her study attitude and mayb I'm just over-sensitive+worried.She's an adult,matured enough to handle her life right?I do care about her(a lot!) where I doesn’t wanna see any failures occuring in her and she need to make an effort for this time.Support and advice is what I can give,da rest is up to her.
If she's reading this, you have your time for playing,trips,holiday,rest and relax already, now is da time where you need to plan,organize and control about your time already.I sounds like a nanny,don’t I?Haha probably cos I'm brought up in a average family where financially has always been a problem for us.So in my family,we knew that we couldn’t afford to fail in our studies cos there's no funding nor support for us.So realistically we knew that study is study and enjoy comes later during holidays.Hope you understand what I'm stressing in here.I guess I have been saying this over a hundred million times and read da motivation message I sent you de other day.Remind yourself about your goals and stay focus.You want something den you need to work on it =)
*Try ur best dear*
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