Dramatic Night

It's pretty scary about what happened today,I was with my gay fren(my jimui) today cos his bf broke up with him and they had a bad arguement to settle over da debts issue.Witnessing them being together den broke up den argueing den fighting and end up calling each other to say sorrie,it's reallie kinda sad to see this.I could still see love in them and care for one another yet over some matters, they couldnt be together.So sad to know that love isnt as easy as we thought,practically if you love someone and da someone love you den both of you will be together but technically in da real world,it doesnt work out this way.

After da whole dramatic session,both of us sat together talking about love and da more we talked,da more I actually miss her.It's true that when break ups happened, you'll realise you feel you lost everything cos this special person has been part of your life.I told him that I used to wake up feeling happie in da morning cos I'll remind myself that I have someone whom I love and loving me.I would spend my day being with her and thinking about our future.Now,things are different where I doesnt feel like waking up,I feel directionless and lifeless and of cos I feel alone.

You see tat's da power of love,it can bring you up and bring you down.It's reallie a special and amazing thing about love.I dare to say that I have experienced da best of love and also da worst of love.What's more about love?I shall not dare to fall in love neither thinking nor considering to find someone else cos my heart couldnt take it anymore.It may sound silly to you that I still love her and I just couldnt get rid of this feeling.My heart is lost and occupied.

I close my doors for love and relationship as I dont dare to see it anymore.I still feel pain and hurt and a lifeless love lying inside me.I still doesnt know how to handle myself in da coming days.Still hiding in da corner of mine.