End Of Hatred

I found out tat da more I hate her,da more I was hurting myself cos I was reminding myself how much I love this person.I wouldnt forgive nor forget what she has done yet I doesnt wanna continue this hate for her.It's she worth for me to hate forever?

I would treat her like a normal friend or a normal human being without any special feelings nor care for her and not to worry this time is not because I still wanna stay close to her.I'm doing it cos there isnt a need for hatred anymore and I dont wanna feel bad for myself either.

Is just a part of me growing to reach for da ray of light and burying da sadness in me in my heart.My heart is still lost and no where to be found yet.It takes time to go through all this and to resume back who I am.Hopefully in no time I'll get back da smile tat I always had on my face, da happie go lucky gal sam!

Thanks guys and gals who was here to listen,to cry,to advice and etc etc etc, you all are reallie my good pals and I would never forget this gratitute. I promise that whenever you all got any problems(touch wood),I'll be there for you as well.You gone through it with me,I'll go through it with you as well =) Thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks!!!!