Feelings..

There's nothing much I could do while continue my life now without her,I'm glad that we are still close to each other and dont worry that I fall in again.This time I doesnt dare to put in any hopes cos I know my heart is still in pain with what she did.Though she have said sorrie but sometimes sorrie is too late for this pain of mine.I'm still clueless of how I really feel right now.At times I know I'm trying my best to forget da pain yet when I thought of it,my heart aches.I'll continue moving on life while you're beside me.

At times I'm trying my best to change you cos I know where's your mistake.People around you pampered you too much that caused your failure and I have to admit I'm one of them too.I do take in da blame for causing you this yet when we were together,I didnt wanna hurt you.It would sounded controlling and possessive at da moment.Sometimes you doesnt listen to me and you'll understand my good deed.Probably I use da wrong way to express it or maybe I'm da one who misunderstand you?Just hope that right now whatever I'm trying to tell you,you are able to take it cos it's time for you to learn about life.I doesnt wanna continue seeing you wasting your time anymore.I wanna look at you proudly.