Missing In Action

These three words have been playing in my mind lately and finally I guess I got da courage to do.It's not because I dont love her anymore,is just that I feel that I'm not da one she wants.No matter how good am I,I'll never be da perfect one in her heart.No matter how much time I'm around here,there's always someone better with her.No matter how much I love her,I know there's someone who loves her too.I guessed I wasn't being appreciatiated at all.

I really wished that she could tell me that though I'm not da most important thing in her life yet she couldnt lose me.I wished she could tell me how much she wan me to be beside her,walking through da times yet I know there's someone better right now there.I'm so silly!I am!Why did I trust her so much,putting all my feelings for her and end up I'm being used?

She didnt wanna let go of da care & love she's given by others.Why did I so foolishly believe that there was nothing wrong?How could I accept everything was plainly nothing?When I tot da worst time she needed me.I realise someone was there with her d.Why?Why am I so stupid?

I never been this kind of situation,my heart breaks & my tears falls.I know this time I need to walk away from her life.I'm not da one she needed.She love herself & love being loved by others but she doesnt love me.Why do I need to do such things to hurt myself?

I'm drown with her love and I know I couldnt stop loving her..i know I couldnt..do you know how much tears I'm crying right now?How hurt my heart feels?I realise..it's time for me to go..

I shouldnt stay..

Dear,I have gave watever help I can to help you now and I hope you'll take care of urself in da coming days,dun let others pampered you too much till u're absent-minded about others,dun blame urself for watever things that has happened,dont believe in luck so much,fate is in ur hands,you could control it,put in da effort you want if you wanna achieve something,balance urself well with ur stress and tension,there are things that you'll need to handle it urself,take good care of urself,I wish you luck in ur studies and future,I wish you happiness forever,I may not be da one you want,da one who's making you happie yet I hope you'll rem me always in your heart.

Sam really loves you and I have never changed da way I feel for you ever since we have been together.Thanks for showering everything that you could and I hope you could feel my appreciation & my love.

Sam Loves Jas Forever & Ever..