My Curse Came True?
I was mad to know da truth, I cursed her with anything that I can. She came and message saying that it came true and ask me why did I need to curse her like that.If she would understand, at da point of time, I was reallie mad and I hated she betrayed me.I couldnt believe my eyes of what I see,I couldnt believe my ears of what I hear and I couldnt believe this is what I get in return of love.
She can still blame me for what has happened?It's hurting me so badly with da pain and yet she still blame me?I'm da one living in hell now with tears everyday.Do you know how worst do I feel now?Do you know what am I going through?
Sleepless nights,tired,helpless,lost of trust and confidence,betrayal,scared of love,sick,hurt,pain,misery...This is how I feel right now,there's more to write but I couldnt find words to describe it better on my feelings.
I just know that knowing her for 4 years as a friend to a close friend and couple. I couldnt accept da fact about this.I couldnt believe myself knowing this.Even till today, it's still hard for me to take this reality.
I'm hiding myself in da room,not showing my weaknesses to others and avoiding not to think.Now you're blaming me saying why did I curse you like that?If my curses are real, I would curse myself to be a billionaire den.Your studies problem aint related to me at all okie?I did my best to help you and now da problem is because of your results.You think I have bribe da college people ah?Dun be so silly and kiddo please.I doesnt know any bomoh at all.
No matter how many times I prayed to God for you, at da end of da day, if you want to excel, everything depends on you.Please realize that I have been trying to help you all this while and yet now I feel I'm totally not being appreciated.Dun blame others nor me for whatever bad that happens to you.Sit down and use ur brains to think about it.You got a problem den find a solution.You're old and mature enough to do so.
You make my heart broken not oni into million pieces, I just couldnt feel my heart beat anymore.I lost it.
She can still blame me for what has happened?It's hurting me so badly with da pain and yet she still blame me?I'm da one living in hell now with tears everyday.Do you know how worst do I feel now?Do you know what am I going through?
Sleepless nights,tired,helpless,lost of trust and confidence,betrayal,scared of love,sick,hurt,pain,misery...This is how I feel right now,there's more to write but I couldnt find words to describe it better on my feelings.
I just know that knowing her for 4 years as a friend to a close friend and couple. I couldnt accept da fact about this.I couldnt believe myself knowing this.Even till today, it's still hard for me to take this reality.
I'm hiding myself in da room,not showing my weaknesses to others and avoiding not to think.Now you're blaming me saying why did I curse you like that?If my curses are real, I would curse myself to be a billionaire den.Your studies problem aint related to me at all okie?I did my best to help you and now da problem is because of your results.You think I have bribe da college people ah?Dun be so silly and kiddo please.I doesnt know any bomoh at all.
No matter how many times I prayed to God for you, at da end of da day, if you want to excel, everything depends on you.Please realize that I have been trying to help you all this while and yet now I feel I'm totally not being appreciated.Dun blame others nor me for whatever bad that happens to you.Sit down and use ur brains to think about it.You got a problem den find a solution.You're old and mature enough to do so.
You make my heart broken not oni into million pieces, I just couldnt feel my heart beat anymore.I lost it.
posted by Sam @ 2:39 PM
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