My Love My Fate..
Yesterday while talking to her in MSN,suddenly memories of us together kept spinning in my mind and I stopped my conversation to her with da reason I wasn't in da mood.I left offline and hugging my panda while my tears kept rolling down from my eyes.I'm still crying for her.Da more I thought of us, da louder I cried.I saw pictures of us when we were friends, da story of how we knew each other, da crazy and special moments we had, da upsets and tearful times we gone through, da gifts and surprises we gave to each other, da celebrations and anniversaries and lastly da break up with hurt together with sadness.I miss our kisses,huggies and da times when she's beside me.
A friend ask me have I tot of my future?I answered her "Yes,I did but I aint sure for now".I told her that what's missing in my future now is her and also my heart.She kept asking me to believe in true love,saying I was unlucky bumping into her and fall for a bad person,convincing to get someone new and saying I'll definitely get to find someone else.
I remembered my chimui asked me "Did you regret for being with her?".I said "No,I was reallie happie being with her".I believe in fate and I guessed fate brought us along.You aint a big bad person who's trying to cheat every gal here.I trust that you did love me before and maybe things changed in a manner that I couldnt accept.If anyone were to ask me are you a good gf?I would still answered yes.Even if you were to ask, if I were to know what's gonna happened today, will I still wanna be with you?My answer will still be a yes cos it's you.
I'm sure if you're reading this,you'll know how I feel for you.I love and I hate while I'm still missing you.I know my feelings are still strong here for you and what will happen in da future, we will never know.Love songs doesnt sound as sweet as before, sad songs will be playing in my life, there's no hard feelings anymore where hatred has left me long ago, what's left is just me, a souless person trying to get over.
A friend ask me have I tot of my future?I answered her "Yes,I did but I aint sure for now".I told her that what's missing in my future now is her and also my heart.She kept asking me to believe in true love,saying I was unlucky bumping into her and fall for a bad person,convincing to get someone new and saying I'll definitely get to find someone else.
I remembered my chimui asked me "Did you regret for being with her?".I said "No,I was reallie happie being with her".I believe in fate and I guessed fate brought us along.You aint a big bad person who's trying to cheat every gal here.I trust that you did love me before and maybe things changed in a manner that I couldnt accept.If anyone were to ask me are you a good gf?I would still answered yes.Even if you were to ask, if I were to know what's gonna happened today, will I still wanna be with you?My answer will still be a yes cos it's you.
I'm sure if you're reading this,you'll know how I feel for you.I love and I hate while I'm still missing you.I know my feelings are still strong here for you and what will happen in da future, we will never know.Love songs doesnt sound as sweet as before, sad songs will be playing in my life, there's no hard feelings anymore where hatred has left me long ago, what's left is just me, a souless person trying to get over.
posted by Sam @ 6:20 PM
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