Sorry..
Wearing my first Levis jeans today and feel glad about it cos I finally found a jeans that suits me & make me look great*lol*Yeaps it's Friday,weekends are here again and it's end of September already,another month of da calendar has just pass by.Times flies isn't?Sitting here in da office writing this,listening to songs,make me feel relax and at times thinking back about me n her.How sweet we were and now I miss her..
At times I do wonder,if Su Wen didnt exist or if we didnt had tat misunderstanding,will we be together?if yes,how would it be?Will we last till now?Will she still remains da happie jolly she?Unanswered questions..
Yesterday was chatting with her in MSN and I could feel her upsets and disappointment that she couldnt make it to UK.Waving bye bye to her friends in da airport and sheding tears while driving back,I knew she was eager to go with them. She wanted to study there,graduating there,build her career,dreams and future there.Right now, she felt that her dreams are been shattered and she thinks she can never achieve what she wanted.There's always gains and losses in our life,we just got to accept this fact and move on with our life's changes.I just feel that she got da second chance for her studies with da study loan, why not just appreciate this chance and work hard on it to get nearer to da dreams you want to?Last time you may have made a wrong decision,den learn from it and try not to make da same mistake again now.Move towards da direction of ur future my dear.
She say few times sorrie d ystday..Well I aint mad or angry about what you have done.I got to admit that I was reallie hurt from what you did cos of da trust I gave you.Yet many consequences/reasons may lie behind da story and it doesnt matter what is it.Last time I would want every answer for every question of mine.But now,I learn to understand that some questions are better left unanswered.No matter how many times you say da word sorry,da incident happened,you already make da mistake and I felt da pain.So it doesnt matters anymore about da sorry.
I was drowning myself with da pain and hurt so much that I am so afraid to stand up.At first hate does exist and after a while it was gone cos I knew I love her,just couldnt bare myself to hate her*grin*My heart is occupied by one person,tat's her.
At times I do wonder,if Su Wen didnt exist or if we didnt had tat misunderstanding,will we be together?if yes,how would it be?Will we last till now?Will she still remains da happie jolly she?Unanswered questions..
Yesterday was chatting with her in MSN and I could feel her upsets and disappointment that she couldnt make it to UK.Waving bye bye to her friends in da airport and sheding tears while driving back,I knew she was eager to go with them. She wanted to study there,graduating there,build her career,dreams and future there.Right now, she felt that her dreams are been shattered and she thinks she can never achieve what she wanted.There's always gains and losses in our life,we just got to accept this fact and move on with our life's changes.I just feel that she got da second chance for her studies with da study loan, why not just appreciate this chance and work hard on it to get nearer to da dreams you want to?Last time you may have made a wrong decision,den learn from it and try not to make da same mistake again now.Move towards da direction of ur future my dear.
She say few times sorrie d ystday..Well I aint mad or angry about what you have done.I got to admit that I was reallie hurt from what you did cos of da trust I gave you.Yet many consequences/reasons may lie behind da story and it doesnt matter what is it.Last time I would want every answer for every question of mine.But now,I learn to understand that some questions are better left unanswered.No matter how many times you say da word sorry,da incident happened,you already make da mistake and I felt da pain.So it doesnt matters anymore about da sorry.
I was drowning myself with da pain and hurt so much that I am so afraid to stand up.At first hate does exist and after a while it was gone cos I knew I love her,just couldnt bare myself to hate her*grin*My heart is occupied by one person,tat's her.
posted by Sam @ 1:19 PM
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