We Are FINISHED!
Finally da day has come, what you did has reach my limits and I wouldnt write here what you did cos I aint here to spread around ur badness.You dun decide whether who is da right one for me or whether I deserve a better one or not.You doesnt have da control to do so and for your information now,it's you who make my heart broken.
I hate you.I reallie do.You reallie did make me feel da hurt so bad tis time and I know what you did is beyond what I can compromise or take in.I could feel my anger when I start throwing over your things,smashing everything,my heart bleeds,i was insane..I couldnt even feel da pain from da cuts that I have.My heart was too heavy and painful to go through this.Why did she do tis to me?After all of da love I gave, she could break up with me by telling me so but she couldnt betray behind me and here being good to me.
I'm a conservative woman in love.I never though I could be in a 2-tier relationship,sharing my love one with someone else yet cos I love her too much,I was waiting for her decision and wishing that I could be da one she's wanna be with.I was indeed happie to know that finally she wanted to be with me but nightmares happens next.She betrayed da trust I have in her.I was making myself and da world to believe she's innocent and she's loyal but today she open my eyes to understand that love is just shit.There's nothing called love and be loved. Love is just a piece of shit. No matter how much you put in, people wouldnt appreciate and in fact they would stab back on you.I truly understand how realistic is love now.How silly I was in my fantasy.I thought love was so sweet and happie.I am a super loyal person where I feel a responsibility for my girlfriend.I wouldnt flirt nor play around with others cos I know where's my limits and I remind myself that I have someone I love and perfect for me.It's a stupid thinking after all.
Today I realised that how pain can someone you love brings to you.She can be an angel and a real evil at da end.I didnt know why I love her so much.It was a sentimental reason that this person captures my heart till I thought she's my true love.I HATE her now for what she have done and I never been so mad in my life.I drank to numb myself and end up in pain by throwing up and crawling on da floor cos of my gastric.
Da first time I was drunk was because of her and now again I'm going through this because of her.This gal reallie has some power in her that make me fall so hard for her.I doesnt know how to trust anyone anymore. Even da one I love could to this to me.I'll live in pain and sorrow for da coming days and reminding myself about da betraying.I'll protect myself from not being hurt anymore.I'll learn to be smart and thanks to her.
I wouldnt forgive nor forget what you have done to me & I want you to feel this regret for your whole entire life.I'll live longer den you cos I wanna see how you suffer.I believe in what comes around will goes around.Dont ask me to wish you all da best cos I know I aint that good to do so.
I have done watever I could emotionally and rationally.I still feel da pain & I doesnt know where I'm heading after this.Too many memories and pain in here.I dun feel I could breath here.Maybe now is really da time I should leave to somewhere else.Anyway that's my second thought,I doesnt need to avoid or to leave to somewhere for someone who's dirty and not worth it.
Love is just crap..appreciation is bullshit..trust is betrayal and being silly is what I am.I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!
I hate you.I reallie do.You reallie did make me feel da hurt so bad tis time and I know what you did is beyond what I can compromise or take in.I could feel my anger when I start throwing over your things,smashing everything,my heart bleeds,i was insane..I couldnt even feel da pain from da cuts that I have.My heart was too heavy and painful to go through this.Why did she do tis to me?After all of da love I gave, she could break up with me by telling me so but she couldnt betray behind me and here being good to me.
I'm a conservative woman in love.I never though I could be in a 2-tier relationship,sharing my love one with someone else yet cos I love her too much,I was waiting for her decision and wishing that I could be da one she's wanna be with.I was indeed happie to know that finally she wanted to be with me but nightmares happens next.She betrayed da trust I have in her.I was making myself and da world to believe she's innocent and she's loyal but today she open my eyes to understand that love is just shit.There's nothing called love and be loved. Love is just a piece of shit. No matter how much you put in, people wouldnt appreciate and in fact they would stab back on you.I truly understand how realistic is love now.How silly I was in my fantasy.I thought love was so sweet and happie.I am a super loyal person where I feel a responsibility for my girlfriend.I wouldnt flirt nor play around with others cos I know where's my limits and I remind myself that I have someone I love and perfect for me.It's a stupid thinking after all.
Today I realised that how pain can someone you love brings to you.She can be an angel and a real evil at da end.I didnt know why I love her so much.It was a sentimental reason that this person captures my heart till I thought she's my true love.I HATE her now for what she have done and I never been so mad in my life.I drank to numb myself and end up in pain by throwing up and crawling on da floor cos of my gastric.
Da first time I was drunk was because of her and now again I'm going through this because of her.This gal reallie has some power in her that make me fall so hard for her.I doesnt know how to trust anyone anymore. Even da one I love could to this to me.I'll live in pain and sorrow for da coming days and reminding myself about da betraying.I'll protect myself from not being hurt anymore.I'll learn to be smart and thanks to her.
I wouldnt forgive nor forget what you have done to me & I want you to feel this regret for your whole entire life.I'll live longer den you cos I wanna see how you suffer.I believe in what comes around will goes around.Dont ask me to wish you all da best cos I know I aint that good to do so.
I have done watever I could emotionally and rationally.I still feel da pain & I doesnt know where I'm heading after this.Too many memories and pain in here.I dun feel I could breath here.Maybe now is really da time I should leave to somewhere else.Anyway that's my second thought,I doesnt need to avoid or to leave to somewhere for someone who's dirty and not worth it.
Love is just crap..appreciation is bullshit..trust is betrayal and being silly is what I am.I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!
posted by Sam @ 2:18 AM
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