Changed?

Hey hey Friday morning,weekends are here and holidays too!Been waiting for months for this coming trip,though aint going anywhere out of da country yet I'm glad that this time gonna make it already.It's been 4 months joining da working world where life's gets tougher and realistic as well.What do I mean by tougher and realistic?Em tougher in term of working as a team,you gonna achieve your sales to get your commission and working in da sales & marketing line,what do you need to do?Answer:Entertain your customers!Yeap it's a kinda fake thing to do and you still need to do cos tat's what your customers wants.

So far,I'm happie with my customers where some became my friends while must always remember to draw a line between them cos not all customers can be good friends!It was kinda difficult for me to start off with this job as I only had experience in telemarketing but this job was different from da telemarketing jobs that I gone through.This is reallie something like a sales person serving your customers,pushing them for sales,promoting da new stuffs and bridging da communication between me and da customers.So I learned from zero to like 70% today?There's still more things to learn about to master my sales & marketing skills.This is something new and challenging for me,a good start I assume?It's totally nothing to do with da Bachelor of Computer Science that I obtain.Happie to say that working in a multinational company has it own benefits where working environment is good and people here are reallie nice.There isn't much hierarchy here nor pressure,you just got to know your job scope and work on it.You have your freedom and space here but remember there's always eyes around here watching behind your back.As long you do your work well,no one gonna question you anything.

Wohoo,I don’t think I talked much about my work before right?*Hehe*Guess it's just some expression of my feelings after few months here.Hope to have some career advancement to make my dreams come true ya =)

Got a message from her this morning that my looks and attitude changed.Em looks,just got my hair trimmed few weeks ago.Dont find big mega difference about my hair,just that my fringe got something different.Still da curly long hair me.Dressing?Still da same right?Still go for cheap and good looking clothes*lol*Attitude changed?Well this I wouldn’t doubt,everyone learn and changed after some sort of experience.

For me,there's a slight change.I learned not to say da word "LOVE" so much,actions speak louder den words,I used to say it too often and right now,I feel there isn't a need.Just say it when we reallie want to and da rest she's gonna feel it right?I'm more relax about love where doesn’t wanna create any force or frustrations about it.Love is meant to be simple,just love and be love right?Doesnt wanna create any complications here.Hope she understands.

It's true that lately been getting attention from few people around me & it's not because I ask for it.I just doesn’t know why,don’t ask me why people like me,if you wanna ask den probably ask her?I wonder what she gonna answer*Hmm*Any how,those attention has been rejected.I'm being very straightforward if they hint or tell me something.Reason?Firstly I doesn’t need those attention,I'm not interested and my heart is occupied.

Yes,I repeat,it's OCCUPIED!And you,yes YOU!You doesn’t need to tease me with them,asking me to find someone better and saying good luck to me.I don’t need this.I doesn’t bitch around nor flirt.You may say I'm one of da extinct animals where I don’t enjoy being court by others,I prefer no attention pls,I just want friends and a girlfriend,I got to admit that I'm a super loyal person and wanna find a perfect future for us.That's all.It depends on you how much you gonna trust me.Trust doesn’t build in a day,it takes time to do so.However, this is how I think only.What others think of me,I'm clueless ya.

What I wanna emphasize here is I just want you to stay comfy with me.I'm not asking you to gimme your whole heart,your love and life.Last time I would hope that your life=me,your heart=me and your love=me while now I would hope your life=studies,your heart=got a little space for me and your love=you yourself.For watever reason,wherever and whenever,I still loves you.