Happie One Year Anniversary

Yesterday midnight,standing next to my window,I started crying and non-stop sheding tears.I never thought that when this day comes,I would be crying.It wasnt because of da hurt nor pain.I was missing da times we had together.I started to recall da times we had,listening to Cyndi Wang-Dang Ni,which is suppose to be our "theme" song.Still remembered how we met,how we got close,how we spend hours on da phone,our outings,our misunderstood,how we got back close again and almost everything.Huggie my panda so tight cos I reallie miss you and those times.Surprisingly I thought I was crying cos of da incident,da hurt & I wasn't,I was sad that we couldnt celebrate this special together.I marked down every 21st of each month reminding myself how close we are to da one year.Plan ahead few months ago how we gonna celebrate this together & yesterday I bought da present which was meant for our anniversary.Now,I doesnt know whether da present should be an anniversary present or a earlie birthday present?It's so sad to see da upsets and downs between us that got us apart.If only things didnt happened,I know we would be a very happie couple today*Huggies*

Didnt know what to write more today as emotionally I doesnt know how I'm feeling.I dont dare to look at my calendar,my organizer,my phone nor anything.I reallie doesnt have da courage to take this day alone.I feel sad inside.Very sad and yet I'll stand strong here.I'm glad though this day has come,we are still here together.

No matter how,this day still remains special for me cos I know it's not easy to find someone whom you can fall in love this much.I'm blessed by God cos I found you.You make me realise who I am and thanks for being here by my side.I may have brought a lot of stress and frustrations to you & I hope I did shower you more with happiness.You doesnt need to call my name when you need me,simply because I'm always here with you.

To Lou kung,

Happie One Year Anniversary Dear =)

With love always,
Lou Por