Vacation =P
It's da second week of October and looking at da calendar in front of me,time seem to be passing by very quickly where too many things happened on me.It's like there's no time to stop & relax or to regain my consciouness.Alright,I guess you would say "Sam,you need a break!".Which is true.Deeparaya holidays are coming and I hope I get to run away from da city this time to somewhere like Langkawi?Need somewhere that allows me to breath properly and to settle my mind a little.It's not about work stress or love stress.It's about me,physically and mentally being tired.Get what I mean?I need a vacation!!!
So how's things between me and her?It's great and warmie to in her arms again,sweet to have her care and concern as well.With no doubts there are changes in us.It's not a bad or a good change,it's a change that happens naturally that seems to be bringing us closer?
I dared myself walking back into da sad place yesterday,when she open da door,I took a deep breath before stepping inside and looking around.Slowly walking into her room,my heart sank & felt sour,I didnt dare to look around,what I did was to peep da changes in da room and as usual being an observant.It's reallie upset to see Sam da education cat was left outside covered with dust.It's not because I'm da one who gave her,I guess that she should appreciate that it's mean for her studies.So keep it well and dont just dump it aside or maybe she doesnt have da time to handle/take care of her own stuffs?Anyhow,it's not my control about this =) she shall take care of herself and her stuffs ya.
Arghh,many things up in my mind now,first is I need a vacation!second how do I wanna celebrate her birthday?third da year end Singapore trip,fourth my "moving out" and fifth my financial planning as well.Now I'm into da financial planning thingy where I doesnt want myself to get off track so that I get so save $ for my trips and for my car as well.Would wanna achieve my dreams and goals.I still love Armanee Terrace!!
So how's things between me and her?It's great and warmie to in her arms again,sweet to have her care and concern as well.With no doubts there are changes in us.It's not a bad or a good change,it's a change that happens naturally that seems to be bringing us closer?
I dared myself walking back into da sad place yesterday,when she open da door,I took a deep breath before stepping inside and looking around.Slowly walking into her room,my heart sank & felt sour,I didnt dare to look around,what I did was to peep da changes in da room and as usual being an observant.It's reallie upset to see Sam da education cat was left outside covered with dust.It's not because I'm da one who gave her,I guess that she should appreciate that it's mean for her studies.So keep it well and dont just dump it aside or maybe she doesnt have da time to handle/take care of her own stuffs?Anyhow,it's not my control about this =) she shall take care of herself and her stuffs ya.
Arghh,many things up in my mind now,first is I need a vacation!second how do I wanna celebrate her birthday?third da year end Singapore trip,fourth my "moving out" and fifth my financial planning as well.Now I'm into da financial planning thingy where I doesnt want myself to get off track so that I get so save $ for my trips and for my car as well.Would wanna achieve my dreams and goals.I still love Armanee Terrace!!

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