Stress Stress Stress & I'm Sorrie

Here's a picture of Penang taken from our hotel room during our stay there. Yesterday,sitting in da office,looking at my work,I felt so stressed and no one to talk to,wanted to tell her but she was sick. Didnt wanna interrupt her while she's resting so I was pretty quiet da whole day and was hoping to see her. As usual,I will drop hints here and there telling her,I'm going somewhere,wanna go shopping and etc and that lulu as usual also dont get my hints de. Each time also need me to tell her directly that I wanna date her out to see her*LULU!*but cant blame her also,she's not good with hints and yet I still do it on purpose*stupidly me!*lol*Anyway,I feel glad to see her where I can just drop down my stress somewhere and pityful her that she was still not feeling well,yet need to drive to KLCC,stuck in jam,dinner and walk around with me,driving me back home and heading back towards Kepong.I'm sure she was exhausted,at times I do wonder whether does she feel tired with me.I feel that I'm fussy!

Sorrie ah dear,I think I do over tired you physically where I need you to accompany me,drive me here and there,want most of your time and always making you late for home.So starting from today,I must make some principle which is I shall not always request you to find/meet me,I shall not always make you go back home late,I shall only see you at most three times a week,I must ensure you put your time in your studies,I shall not make you as playful as me,I shall not always influence you to spend money,I shall stop being so fussy about anything!Cant be so selfish already,now is my time and my turn to think of your side d.I cherished what my dear gives me cos I know she reallie do sayang me,by giving da best of her and giving me everything that she can.

Sorrie dear again that just now I hurt your feelings by teasing you about no money issue.Frankly,I doesnt mean that and about sponsoring petrol money for you to go to college,I just wanna give some motivation for your revision cos I know you couldnt study well at home and da best place is your college's library.I doesnt want because you wanna save on your petrol,resulting you couldnt do revision.I aint trying to use da money to look down on you.I'm not grown up in a wealthy family and as you know me,I doesnt boast about my financially.Dont hope that finacially is a gap/problem between us.We'll learn to support each other right?

Oh yeah talking talking about her and forgotten about my stress thingy,well,is just about my work only,sales sales sales,need to push more sales!Probably at times when I feel tired or stressed about my work,hope to hear motivation from someone to support me but I dont wanna let her worry about me ka,prolly just wanna say out & let go of my stress*shooo all da stress away* Why is it so hard for me to tell you I'm stressed?Maybe I care too much that I doesnt wan you to feel my stress =) Wanted to huggie my dear so much yesterday.

Again I'm sorrie dear..i doesnt mean to hurt you..

Sprained my leg yesterday morning..clumsy me*keke*dear dear I want you sayang me!!*kaka*