Mind or Care?
When we started together,I knew you mind about my past,not about me and my ex-girlfriends but is me with da only one ex-boyfriend.I knew da thing that bothers you da most is you never thought I would be cling on with a guy and you couldn’t accept my relationship with him no matter how much I complained to you about him.I always tend to ignore about questions or telling you about me and him because I know you MIND and it bothers me.
We went through few times about this when I knew you mind and I would talk to you to comfort you that it's da past,please accept me of who I am.After going through several times,I thought things were getting better and I felt happie being witth your love & care,I seriously thought our love have change da way you think about my past.I thought that you accepted da fact that it's da past but from yesterday night,I realised I was wrong.
Happily together we hang out da whole day which we have not been doing since you started your revision,walking & driving from here and there,we sat down at a café to have our dinner and out of no where,da past issue arise.From da way and da tone you speak,I knew it very well that from da start till now,you still mind so much about my past,I wanted to cry so much at da moment but I didn’t.You may pretend nothing but I can sense it dear.I can.
Heart pain was felt within me as I was thinking,when we first started together,she mind about it,now after almost 18 months together,she still mind.Da question that I reallie wanted to ask but I don’t dare is "You MIND or you CARE?".
You mind cos I had a relationship with a guy which shows I'm aint as les as you though,I supported da guy & family financially and not leaving him earlier?
Or
You care that I suffered so much from da relationship & I was like being used and you felt da pain?
I doesn’t and don’t dare to make any assumption of my question at all cos I'm afraid to know da truth that you mind.
After the conversation at da café,I went back home,bathed and started crying till I was fall asleep.I knew you didn’t bothered nor care how much I cried or how sad I was.Your head was filled up of imagination about me and him,your anger was there and there's nothing you can do.
Did I do anything wrong?I just bump with da wrong guy,making wrong decisions and doing stupid things.I was all alone and I didn’t seek any sympathy from any one of you.I regretted so much and is there anything I can do?
Da phrase of " If you reallie love da person den accept who she/he is",how true is this?
Maybe you didn’t do it intentionally but your words & actions hurt me.Honestly,I cant changed you,I cant ask you to accept everything of me.Maybe I'm selfish or too self-centered.There's no right or wrong about this,it's all about how we wanna accept things as it is.
Past,
Present,
And da future,
Where do you see yourself in?
=)
We went through few times about this when I knew you mind and I would talk to you to comfort you that it's da past,please accept me of who I am.After going through several times,I thought things were getting better and I felt happie being witth your love & care,I seriously thought our love have change da way you think about my past.I thought that you accepted da fact that it's da past but from yesterday night,I realised I was wrong.
Happily together we hang out da whole day which we have not been doing since you started your revision,walking & driving from here and there,we sat down at a café to have our dinner and out of no where,da past issue arise.From da way and da tone you speak,I knew it very well that from da start till now,you still mind so much about my past,I wanted to cry so much at da moment but I didn’t.You may pretend nothing but I can sense it dear.I can.
Heart pain was felt within me as I was thinking,when we first started together,she mind about it,now after almost 18 months together,she still mind.Da question that I reallie wanted to ask but I don’t dare is "You MIND or you CARE?".
You mind cos I had a relationship with a guy which shows I'm aint as les as you though,I supported da guy & family financially and not leaving him earlier?
Or
You care that I suffered so much from da relationship & I was like being used and you felt da pain?
I doesn’t and don’t dare to make any assumption of my question at all cos I'm afraid to know da truth that you mind.
After the conversation at da café,I went back home,bathed and started crying till I was fall asleep.I knew you didn’t bothered nor care how much I cried or how sad I was.Your head was filled up of imagination about me and him,your anger was there and there's nothing you can do.
Did I do anything wrong?I just bump with da wrong guy,making wrong decisions and doing stupid things.I was all alone and I didn’t seek any sympathy from any one of you.I regretted so much and is there anything I can do?
Da phrase of " If you reallie love da person den accept who she/he is",how true is this?
Maybe you didn’t do it intentionally but your words & actions hurt me.Honestly,I cant changed you,I cant ask you to accept everything of me.Maybe I'm selfish or too self-centered.There's no right or wrong about this,it's all about how we wanna accept things as it is.
Past,
Present,
And da future,
Where do you see yourself in?
=)
posted by Sam @ 12:18 PM
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