Honesty To You
Do you believe or agree that couples/partners are suppose to be 100% honest to each other?It's good to be honest but some things are left better unsaid?
Some would say yes and some would say no.
I guess I would answered ideally yes but practically can be difficult.
Yesterday nite,we meet up for dinner while chatting and laughing together.Da nite seems to be a good one I thought,happily we were on our way back home till she said in a jokingly manner that she's out of money and prolly she'll borrow from 'her' and naturally straight from my heart,words slipped out of tongue that some things can't be forgotten and naturally she responded too that if things cant be forgotten den why should we be together?
Dear,since beginning of this year when we so call got back together,things reallie work out very well for both of us.I enjoyed da time being together with you and I felt a great change in you where I could feel your love and care so much this time.I knew that things and situation has changed this time.In this relationship right now,there's only you and me,no more inteference anymore.I'm extremely overjoy with this cos it's like finally we're back together as one,I doesnt need to doubt about myself in da relationship and worrying da relationship anymore.Freely,I'm back to myself.I could have someone whom I love and love me.I couldnt tell you how happie I feel verbally and I believe that people around me could feel da happiness in me.
Da reason I'm saying all this here is I wanna tell you that I know you changed for me and this relationship,I treasure & appreciate da effort you put it.I didnt doubt my trust in you nor to be suspicous about your whereabouts & what ya doing when I'm not around.You got my trust & faith fully and I want you to know da reason that sentence slipped out of me,it's not because I still feel that both of you still clinged together or I doubt your efforts for this relationship,I really dont.
Da problem is me,dear.I'm just being afraid of this and that when you're giving me your best assurance.Da incident reallie did hit me hardly but it's da past.I shouldnt have brought back da past to create problems to da present.It's me who chose to have and stay in our relationship & yet still wandering about da past.It aint gonna bring any good to us and I'm sorry.I shouldnt have wander unwanted issues in us when everything is working out so well.I'm just creating unneccessay problems =P
Sometimes or at times I do become oversensitive or jealous about both of you eventhough I,myself knows that both of you are just purely friends.Maybe I'm kinda conservative about 'ex-s' or maybe I feel being threaten?I dont know and probably I shouldnt bring up da issue here but I just wanna clarify to you so much that it's not your problem and you shouldnt be saying sorry.
I'm sorry dear that my words hurt you and honestly I'm keen in keeping this relationship & reallie look forward da best of us in our future together.
Could we just forgive and forget? =)
Love you.
Some would say yes and some would say no.
I guess I would answered ideally yes but practically can be difficult.
Yesterday nite,we meet up for dinner while chatting and laughing together.Da nite seems to be a good one I thought,happily we were on our way back home till she said in a jokingly manner that she's out of money and prolly she'll borrow from 'her' and naturally straight from my heart,words slipped out of tongue that some things can't be forgotten and naturally she responded too that if things cant be forgotten den why should we be together?
Dear,since beginning of this year when we so call got back together,things reallie work out very well for both of us.I enjoyed da time being together with you and I felt a great change in you where I could feel your love and care so much this time.I knew that things and situation has changed this time.In this relationship right now,there's only you and me,no more inteference anymore.I'm extremely overjoy with this cos it's like finally we're back together as one,I doesnt need to doubt about myself in da relationship and worrying da relationship anymore.Freely,I'm back to myself.I could have someone whom I love and love me.I couldnt tell you how happie I feel verbally and I believe that people around me could feel da happiness in me.
Da reason I'm saying all this here is I wanna tell you that I know you changed for me and this relationship,I treasure & appreciate da effort you put it.I didnt doubt my trust in you nor to be suspicous about your whereabouts & what ya doing when I'm not around.You got my trust & faith fully and I want you to know da reason that sentence slipped out of me,it's not because I still feel that both of you still clinged together or I doubt your efforts for this relationship,I really dont.
Da problem is me,dear.I'm just being afraid of this and that when you're giving me your best assurance.Da incident reallie did hit me hardly but it's da past.I shouldnt have brought back da past to create problems to da present.It's me who chose to have and stay in our relationship & yet still wandering about da past.It aint gonna bring any good to us and I'm sorry.I shouldnt have wander unwanted issues in us when everything is working out so well.I'm just creating unneccessay problems =P
Sometimes or at times I do become oversensitive or jealous about both of you eventhough I,myself knows that both of you are just purely friends.Maybe I'm kinda conservative about 'ex-s' or maybe I feel being threaten?I dont know and probably I shouldnt bring up da issue here but I just wanna clarify to you so much that it's not your problem and you shouldnt be saying sorry.
I'm sorry dear that my words hurt you and honestly I'm keen in keeping this relationship & reallie look forward da best of us in our future together.
Could we just forgive and forget? =)
Love you.
posted by Sam @ 11:57 AM
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