Hope You'll Be Fine Soon
Yesterday was da first time she actually asked me to "Fuck off"?
I didnt understand what was da whole issue about,it was simply just between going out or not?
What I was considering is just time and distance,it was late for her to come over and far as well.I didnt want her to come just to company me having supper and then she need to travel tiredly back home.I told her not to come and instead I'll come over da next day to pass her da car's road tax,was I wrong?
Yes,I wanted to see you very much,it's very much but consciously,I shouldn't.When you asked me whether should you come,my heart says yes and my brains says no but in da end I decided to follow my brains.I knew that you will be staying up till early morning for your revision,so I decided not to used up ur time.
Maybe listening to my brains aint right for me.In da end,all I get was harsh words,hurtful messages and lastly with da sentence "Fuck off".I didnt know what to say nor reply.Again,my waterfall starts to flow.After some time,she messaged me saying sorrie and called me few times later but I didnt reply nor pick up her calls.
It's not da matter of apologizing or not,is just that I never expect myself to get such harshful words from you,never at all.Now,I felt it.
Maybe you're just too tired and stressed about your revision.Hope that you'll be able to overcome this,though I couldnt be there every minute with you but if you need to talk over it,scream about it,I'll be da first to volunteer.
You're doing well for your revision,just keep it up & time for da battle.Make sure is a win-win situation okie?Good luck dear.
I'm alright here.
I didnt understand what was da whole issue about,it was simply just between going out or not?
What I was considering is just time and distance,it was late for her to come over and far as well.I didnt want her to come just to company me having supper and then she need to travel tiredly back home.I told her not to come and instead I'll come over da next day to pass her da car's road tax,was I wrong?
Yes,I wanted to see you very much,it's very much but consciously,I shouldn't.When you asked me whether should you come,my heart says yes and my brains says no but in da end I decided to follow my brains.I knew that you will be staying up till early morning for your revision,so I decided not to used up ur time.
Maybe listening to my brains aint right for me.In da end,all I get was harsh words,hurtful messages and lastly with da sentence "Fuck off".I didnt know what to say nor reply.Again,my waterfall starts to flow.After some time,she messaged me saying sorrie and called me few times later but I didnt reply nor pick up her calls.
It's not da matter of apologizing or not,is just that I never expect myself to get such harshful words from you,never at all.Now,I felt it.
Maybe you're just too tired and stressed about your revision.Hope that you'll be able to overcome this,though I couldnt be there every minute with you but if you need to talk over it,scream about it,I'll be da first to volunteer.
You're doing well for your revision,just keep it up & time for da battle.Make sure is a win-win situation okie?Good luck dear.
I'm alright here.
posted by Sam @ 1:26 PM
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