Sad Day

I feel sad towards end of today because of my work.Small matters came and took over some of my accounts.It's not losing da accounts that saddens me,it's da effort I put in for almost a year that has been ripped off just like that.I'm sure some of us here understand how does this feels.

True,I was stressed out,worrying that I wouldnt be able to perform but I told myself da old ones doesnt go,da new one doesnt come,so I'll make my effort again to strive through this challenge!But to say goodbye to those accounts where I have make friends with is a heart breaking time.

I know I couldnt complain much cos that's how a company works and it's part of my job to handle all sorts of accounts.I knew da facts and reality & I doesnt need people to repeat nor remind me.

I just wished that when I fall,someone is there to hold me back.I just needed support and encouragement.

Dont we all have days when we doesnt know whether what we are doing is right or wrong?Dont we have da days when things to out to be dark inside of sunny?

Yeah,we do and we would seek our loves ones,family and friends to fall back to get their care and attention & most importantly is we just hope that we get their support.

I may go around complaining to everyone but it's not because I wanna complaint.I'm sad but not as sad as you thought.I just..

Maybe da timing is bad,you seem to start off ur day in a 'so-so' mood with da UK things again den continued with headache.Probably,I shouldnt be interrupting you this at this moment.

Anyway,it's a small matter and I'll confront it myself.A bit emotional I am I guess.Da usual me.Gonna huggie my panda and go through da nite. I do tell my dear everything now unlike last time where I'll keep everything to myself,I doesnt know whether she get my hint on how to comfort me but I would tell her everything =)

*Cross fingers for my dear's revision*

p/s:Thanks mum,you came in few times to check out on me.