What Will I Be?

These days been thinking whether am I making a right start in my career?

I see people around me growing to be successful in their life and it's true I shouldnt be comparing to people who have work for years.Their skills and experience are da price that the company pays them and I'm still fresh & new but da thing that reallie makes me wander is by continuing with what I'm doing now,how far can I go?Maybe it's a too early question to asked but isnt that something that we wanna know once we step into da working world?

I am afraid at times that I may make da first wrong step to da wrong field or wrong job and it's gonna be a year working in my current field and job,seeing colleagues leaving for a better offer and listening to my coursemates changing from smaller company to a bigger company makes me feel small.I would start to ask myself,if I wanna leave,what do I have that people wanna take me in?Technical knowledge nor skills aint in my resume neither is years of experience and I guess I would flunk in any of the programming exam during da interview.

You get da picture?I made my decision into sales and marketing,undeniable a easy going job with very little stress,good opportunity of money,great colleagues and flexible environment & maybe my mind has gone too far to think about how long could I sustain with this job?I couldnt be earning & learning what I have now for da next 3 years?I should be moving upwards instead of staying in da same level.

Carpricorns,ambitious people who wanna live their lfe to da maximum and same goes as their career.

It's true dear that what you said,I only worked for a year,what else can I look for?With da second thought,how about da second year?Will there be more chances to grow for me?I planned for a car,for a house and for a stable life with my partner.I'm worried that my plans doesnt work out and I let you down.I aint sure am I at da right field but all I know is there isnt much turning point now.I'll need to continue with what I'm doing now,gather more skills in me & learning in da sense of maturity.

Money doesnt drop from da sky without any effort,life philosphy.

I guess my worries are just unnecessary,probably when I see people changing jobs,I start to wonder when can I change for a better one?However,I'm glad with my current job and heya my manager has approve for my contract renewal so dear & mum,you both doesnt need to worry about my job till my next contract ends okie?*haha*

Stress stress,this is what my dear is going through now and in fact,I'm happie with this.Dont see me as a witch okie?What I'm saying here is I'm glad that she learned to handle her stress maturely and she plans her study time very well.There isnt much for me to worry nor control now though ya at times I still do get a little nanny(as usual),eventually she grew my confidence in her.I believe her.

Yeap,da good part is she's studying and she managing well and da bad part of it is stress still comes & goes,making her grumpy at times but very soon,da war will ends as her exam is starting next week.Sounds too soon?what are we waiting for?Arent we anxiously waiting for da exams to come and go and let da party begins?

Hope my dear doesnt overdosed herself with her notes & books and do take care of herself well.Must stay fit to win da war ya.Love you dear.

p/s:Dont worry whether have you cover enough,in fact ask yourself how much could you bring it out?