Torn Between Feelings

Dont like da way I'm feeling today,I'm bothered & my heart feels sour and knowing that there's nothing much I can do.

I just wish that she could stand for her own and me and us.

Before Going Off For Da Simpsons

Just wanna drop by to say...

Happie 22nd Month Anniversary Dear!!!

No matter what's gonna happen next,I'm grateful to have you by my side =)

Love you lots dear!

Catching Up..

Been quite some time I didnt catch up with my old time buddies in high school till last Friday.We were gathered together to give a surprise belated birthday celebration to my 20 years best friend.Imagine how many 20 years do we have and to have known & still keep in touch with a friend for tat length of time is merely impossible but me & my best friend proves it's a myth.If you have da heart to do so,anything could be possible =)

Besides surprising her,I'm surprised too that my dear went with me*huggies*I do reallie appreciate this cos you know it's my friends and she doesnt reallie know them well and I'm just happie that she gave in her guts*muacks*thanks my dear.

Well sitting for few hours with them,been listening to relationship stories from each of them.Take a look at them,most of them are in minimum 5 years of relationship and da one that last longest was 7 years which just broke up recently.All sort of complains and problems from them & again I'm truly blessed with mine.Though my dear and I are together for almost 2 years which cant compare to theirs but at least we are kinda contented with what we have.Looking at my best friend with her gf,one wanna move ahead for their future but the other one is still lost in space & da worst part is both of them do love each other very much while another couple,both are planning well for their future by getting a property here for investment purposes & planning for migration to Australia to be legally married,sounds good?but they're getting bored over their relationship where there's no spices/excitement for them.

You see da difference between both couples?They're just da opposite of each other.

And somehow it makes me realise one thing that it's important to have da future with da one you love and yet it's more important to make sure that both heart & minds are willing to take the steps & reaching da same stop.Experts did summarized from their research that actually we look for someone who is similiar to us as our partners.You get what I mean?In another way of saying it,we are more attracted to people who share about da same characteristics,interest,views and etc as us.Probably because it's easier to get a mutual agreement in a relationship else both will be in da hot pot and I totally agree on sharing some same interest else da conversation will never last long.

Another point I see is how to make a relationship last without da word 'bored'?This aint a easy mission & frankly,there's no exact answer for this.It's all about putting da right ingredients and other spices to cook a good dish.I just hope that my dear doesnt feel boring listening to my talk everyday*haha*I know I'm kinda naggy at times =P

Poor dear has throat infection,she's been sick for da past few days and hope she gets well by today.I have been sick too since last weekend till today,nearly wanted to take MC to sleep and thinking of going to A.Star with my dear so I'll save up my MC days for this*keke*

Dear you shine up my days*blink blink blink*Look at da shirt we're wearing!

I Love..I Love Hong Kong

I'm depressed,sad and sleepy because yesterday at 7.00pm I wave bye bye to Hong Kong!!*haha*

Heya bloggie,just got back from Hong Kong,reach here yesterday around 11p.m plus and wandering around in KLIA to have supper den to a short 'yam cha' session.I was back home around 3a.m and before I remember anything,I just fall on to my bed & slept till this morning.I'm kinda impressed I could actually wake up and drag myself to work*yawns*Anyway,da feeling of excitement and joy is still rushing in my blood.Couldnt stop myself from telling my mum,bro and sister about places I went(especially Disneyland),da food that I ate(very pricey!!!and da portion is reallie big =O),things that I bought,giving some little souvenirs to them and stories about how magnificent Hong Kong is as a shopping paradise.

I remembered that previously I said that Bangkok is a cheap shopping paradise where there you could find cheap clothings,shoes and accessories but Hong Kong is a trendy and varity shopping paradise but da food & drinks are extremely terribly expensive.Okie,wait I should be starting this from da first day till da last day but I..Forgive me for my anxiousness*shy*

The story begins from da first day,my dear and I both met up in KLIA,greeted by da local tour person,our luggages checked-in & passport stamp with our boarding passes den we had our McD breakfast before boarding to da plane and next around 4 hours of flight.It was our first time taking China Airline and it wasnt as bad as what others feels/think,I feel that it was pretty much okie for da food and service.We had a good flight there and upon reaching to their main airport,we were a bit lost cos we couldnt find our tour guide at all = ( and luckily we followed few of da people who is part of our tour group.Our tour guide was Mr Wong Po Ming,a friendly & soft spoken man who starts to introduce Hong Kong to us.Looking out da window,all we could see is da sea and hills,not much of area to build on in fact.I was wondering how our hotel would be?though it look good from da website and my worries were unneccessary ,thumbs up for YWCA International House.Good service & da rooms was great!I thought da room was gonna be mini little with pathetic bathroom,to my surprise da room was big,bathroom with big size mirrors,bathtub,da place looks clean,neat+tidy and you know what,this is even better den da one we stayed in Singapore*lol*

After resting for a while,our journey starts by walking along da streets(so many of them till I'm blur about da names),trying out the Maxim(wan tan mee sucks!but da drink was okie) & Coral Cafe char chan teng(iced red bean drink is yummy!),so call street stalls(their chao tao fu is not as smelly as ours k?in fact it taste better,their food taste differently from ours which I feel that Malaysian food is a lot better,so Malaysia Boleh!),den to shopping malls(which is lots and lots of them!We saw Sandy Lam!)shop till we drop),venturing to da The Peak with Madame Tussauds(cool man those wax sculpture,some of them look so real*gasp*),Avenue of da Stars(hot spot-must go during da nite to see da nite scenery of da city),Lan Kwai Fong(happening area) & Soho Area(my first italianese try out with dear!)Disneyland(I felt like a kid when I was there,watching da parade,snapping pictures with Disney characters,having fun with their shows,classes and animation,half day there with terrible sunburn*ouch*,it's worth to go after all =P).

This trip was reallie free and easy,I just grab my dear and she lead me da way to where I wanna go,good right?*haha*So now I get da point that sometimes she been to a place I wanna go aint reallie as bad as I thought especially when there are so many streets & people*faint*I had a superb time shopping and trying everything out with her,a marvellous get-away trip for both of us & da best gift we have for ourselves is her desperately needed CDG Play T-shirt which we found da shop coincidently(thanks luck!),here we got our couple T-shirts and believe me it looks cool!(this is where we saw Wyman),I bet my dear wont forget this place because of her limited edition shirt is there & I didnt allow her to buy(dont hate me my love) plus our couple Birkenstock sandals(it hurts,after all it's a healthy shoe,what u expect?*lol*good value).

Overall for our shopping spree,we bought pants(Espirit and Giordano),tops(CDG,Zara,CK Jeans,Underground and FCUK),sandals(Birkenstock),shoes(Nike and Puma),perfumes(Paris Hilton,Gucci and Davidoff),card holder(Agnes b,it's mine!!),belt(CK Jeans,it's hers),disneyland souvenirs,pandas and other souvenirs as well.What do you see that is in common?

There are all branded(my sis commented on this) =O

I think there's more to walk in Hong Kong and 5D/4N there is just sufficient to cover half of da shopping area,if we were to spend more days there,I guess we need to buy extra luggages!I do hope we could go there again probably like next year,there's just too much to buy and see plus da weather was good at da moment.Everything went on very well & I reallie spend a very nice loving moments with my dear*muacks*Lots of picture were snapped*yeah yeah*Gonna post them up later.Long live Hong Kong,I'm coming again next year!Dear~*blink blink*love you

p/s:I need to cut short da story else you wouldnt wanna scroll down to read cos it will be bladdy long!