Jealousy Sam
I guess da more you love someone,da harder it is to let her know what's reallie in your mind.You agree?
It's easy to say "be honest to your partners about what you think and feel" but most of da times,to lesser down or trying not to start up any heated arguement,I would some how keep da truth in me.
A good example would be on our big day,anniversary should be started with cuddles and kisses but our started with a heated one.It was because I didnt like her ex treating her and obviously I didnt like her mixing around so much with her either & with a little tease,da earlie loving branch got screwed up.She always wanted me to understand and trust her that there's nothing between them(not that I dont)but who shall understand me?I just feel I'm repeating what I said in da previous blog.
And oh yeah,her 'fren' black face at her cos she feels that my dear always buy things for me?I mean "hello?" who is she to have da right to do so?Is it wrong for my girlfriend to buy something for her girlfriend who is me?Then probably I should black face at my dear whenever she buy something for her?Sigh how I wish my dear could feel what I'm feeling inside.I feel so sour in me that I'm acting this possesive but at da same time I need to find my consciousness = /
My jealousy is eating up me,I know there's nothing between both of you and I'm trying my best to control whatever jealousy that I'm having.I dont want to restrain anything but I'm just afraid to lose da perfect one that I have now.Cross finger,God I need rationality,I need my brains back to work before my heart*stay calm*
Take care dear,you can do it if you believe!
It's easy to say "be honest to your partners about what you think and feel" but most of da times,to lesser down or trying not to start up any heated arguement,I would some how keep da truth in me.
A good example would be on our big day,anniversary should be started with cuddles and kisses but our started with a heated one.It was because I didnt like her ex treating her and obviously I didnt like her mixing around so much with her either & with a little tease,da earlie loving branch got screwed up.She always wanted me to understand and trust her that there's nothing between them(not that I dont)but who shall understand me?I just feel I'm repeating what I said in da previous blog.
And oh yeah,her 'fren' black face at her cos she feels that my dear always buy things for me?I mean "hello?" who is she to have da right to do so?Is it wrong for my girlfriend to buy something for her girlfriend who is me?Then probably I should black face at my dear whenever she buy something for her?Sigh how I wish my dear could feel what I'm feeling inside.I feel so sour in me that I'm acting this possesive but at da same time I need to find my consciousness = /
My jealousy is eating up me,I know there's nothing between both of you and I'm trying my best to control whatever jealousy that I'm having.I dont want to restrain anything but I'm just afraid to lose da perfect one that I have now.Cross finger,God I need rationality,I need my brains back to work before my heart*stay calm*
Take care dear,you can do it if you believe!
posted by Sam @ 2:14 PM
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