Bleeding Love

Heard of this song 'Bleeding Love' by Leona Lewis?This is reallie a superb nice song that you'll never feel bored listening to over and over again.Dont ask me who's she ok?Just got to know this song from my ngoi yan,thanks babe!

This song suits how I feel right now.Reason is coincidently if you were me,you found out that your partner is still having some fling with her/his ex,how would you feel and react?For me,I was totally pissed off but fortunately I didnt show any of these in front of her.I still pretend to be da usual me,doing da normal house chores,packing my stuffs and planning da today's itinenary.

You may say I'm a easily jealous person or conservative or narrow-minded,you name it but looking at da messages they type to each other in front of me,I nearly burst into tears man but I hold back.Yeah,it's suppose to be normal for ex-s to have feelings for each other but isnt tat suppose to be da pass and my goodness sake,da message is just like weeks ago?And it goes like this "Can you just come in and let me hug a while?", "All I want is a just a hug" and "My cute little tweety bird?".

Dear God,I know I may not have beena very good girl but I dont think I could accept such friendship?So I'm kinda wrap here and dont wanna prejudice on anyone.I feel not good and unhappie so I just wanna leave da place and leave da relationship,maybe,since it's not that 'clean and pure' as I thought,why should I remain and being foolishly stupidly play?

And you,yeah da dear I have always been mentioning about here,dont explain to me anything,I trust my eyes rather then my ears & no lame excuse for this ya.What I wanna stress here is I had enough!

Go on with your fling and I'll have my own life,will I reallie find my true love?