Happie One Week Birthday Baby

Heya bloggie, today is my baby's one week old celebration!Yeah,just out of curiousity,my baby?*lol*Well it's my car,finally after years of struggling and sandwich myself in da public transport,finally I could wave bye bye to da buses and taxis but definitely not da lrt/monorail(they are still very beneficial when comes to traffic jams).

So that's da good news and da bad news is a week ago,my grandpa has passed away cos of old age and honestly speaking,I thought I would have cried on da spot when I see him but in fact I didnt.Da reason is when I first step into his house at Seri Manjung(somewhere in Perak), I saw my grandma lying down on a chair and looking at her reallie makes my heart feels sour & slowly I cried.My grandma is a patient with Alzheimer disease for quite some time and now she reaches da stage where she couldnt walk,talk nor making any hand movements.At times, we aint sure whether is she being conscious or not.It's pretty sad to see my grandparents who has been good for their entire life and walking to their life edge like this. Guess it's all about God's will?

I prayed to God to take care of my grandpa and may him bless us from above =)

Right now,I'm sitting on my new office with only the receptionist and me around.My bosses are out for business trip and another colleague of mine is filled up with appointments. Okie,let me do a little intro about my company and what I'm doing here. Currently,I'm working in a software company that carries Microsoft and SAP products hence my job is to generate new prospects and responsible for the solutions & sales as a Corporate Account Manager(my title =O).

Sounds like a big responsibility uh?Well I havent reallie get my hands on this big responsibility but I felt it coming on my first day. What reallie open my eyes here is da way they train people. Usually companies will spoon feed you and here they coach you.What's da difference?For example,they will prompt you questions to let you figure out the answer to your questions.I dont know how to explain this here but seriously their way is making you think out of your head and realise the uncovered areas.

I hope I fits in here and learning to move up in my career ladder.That's what drives us working right?Money+passion+future+motivation+being happie,without any of these,we'll just complain on and on.

Dear started her new job too few days ago and seems like things are going on well.Thumbs up!

Hmm,about us,we do have a little issue here to settle,which is da 'staying together' issue.We reallie need both understanding about this as you see,I have a family here and moving out for me at this moment is pretty hard as my parents are getting old and I'm still in my career curve. What I think is when my career & financially is stable, this is da time when I can move on to another level & staying with her but I got to understand that now for her,living with people whom she hardly know is kinda difficult. So,I'm trying my best to spilt myself & time for her & my family and of cos I feel exhausted but is there any other option?God, I need some enlightment here.

Anyway time to prepare my stuffs to go out soon,shall have more updates later =) great day everyone and take care my dear,shoo away da flu..muacks!