Spices In Life..
Doesnt know why I felt boring or lifeless about myself,thinking about how everyday I'm gonna live my life, in a way it seems meaningless,imagine working is a daily routine thingy,outing with friends, hang over with girlfriend at times,spending time at home and most of da time in front of da pc.That's all I have been doing and suddenly I felt 'dead' about this. I felt there can be something better for me to do where I can enjoy life better. Da word 'travelling' pops into my mind, is this something that I want?
From my graduation till now, frankly I didnt reallie had a nice,cool & relax travelling where I could sit back and enjoy da sunshine on my face,da sand under my feet and da sea right in front of me, I wanted a honeymoon trip with my dear for us to have a good heart on heart time together & unfortunately we didnt have da chance to. She was busy with her friends ever since she started her holidays and later I found my job. We seem to be spending time lesser with each other.
Whenever we do meet up, those touches & huggies with kisses seem to flown away or I'm da one making da approach, I seem to be de-motiavated, de-supportive.At some days, I wish I could receive sweet msgs..miss u..love u..have a good start day..Aint saying that she doesnt cares about me,she does.I know she does.
Da question would be am I expecting something?Expecting surprises?gifts?sweet words?praise?compliments?or a return?Now that's a good question.That's why I named this as spices in life, I need to go and read some self-help book, see what can I do to spice up my life.
Definitely not my relationship problem,everything is working out so far(I feel)hehe..my dear results gonna come out next week & pretty sure her hormones are getting imbalance d since her family is on da 'sick' situation(pity her mum da most!) & she'll be tension about da results..
Dear God,I know I have been praying a lot to you lately asking for many many things.All I pray for now is da best of health for my dear and her family, good luck in her exams results and myself(hope I get to find where I'm lost).Thanks God.*Amen*
*Announcing on my convocation this coming Saturday,12th August 2006*Though yeah it's a boring convocation yet da time I have been waiting has come.I'm reallie looking forward of da day where I'm with my robe&my scroll right in front of my family,my dear n friends.Da sense of achievement sharing with my love ones seems great!!!
From my graduation till now, frankly I didnt reallie had a nice,cool & relax travelling where I could sit back and enjoy da sunshine on my face,da sand under my feet and da sea right in front of me, I wanted a honeymoon trip with my dear for us to have a good heart on heart time together & unfortunately we didnt have da chance to. She was busy with her friends ever since she started her holidays and later I found my job. We seem to be spending time lesser with each other.
Whenever we do meet up, those touches & huggies with kisses seem to flown away or I'm da one making da approach, I seem to be de-motiavated, de-supportive.At some days, I wish I could receive sweet msgs..miss u..love u..have a good start day..Aint saying that she doesnt cares about me,she does.I know she does.
Da question would be am I expecting something?Expecting surprises?gifts?sweet words?praise?compliments?or a return?Now that's a good question.That's why I named this as spices in life, I need to go and read some self-help book, see what can I do to spice up my life.
Definitely not my relationship problem,everything is working out so far(I feel)hehe..my dear results gonna come out next week & pretty sure her hormones are getting imbalance d since her family is on da 'sick' situation(pity her mum da most!) & she'll be tension about da results..
Dear God,I know I have been praying a lot to you lately asking for many many things.All I pray for now is da best of health for my dear and her family, good luck in her exams results and myself(hope I get to find where I'm lost).Thanks God.*Amen*
*Announcing on my convocation this coming Saturday,12th August 2006*Though yeah it's a boring convocation yet da time I have been waiting has come.I'm reallie looking forward of da day where I'm with my robe&my scroll right in front of my family,my dear n friends.Da sense of achievement sharing with my love ones seems great!!!
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