Goodbye 2007 & Aloha 2008

Guess it has been weeks since my last post here,I'm so sorrie for spending lesser and lesser time dropping here.As told before,I'm having this role transition which is eating most of my time where I have no time for my lunch and even lesser time to da 'loo' and 'poo' as well!Imagine how heavy my workload is and have to be careful with da figures cos it's all about money.Honestly,I'm a little depressed with what I'm given to do right now though yeah I'm in a new environment(so call) and learning different part of things yet it's still very boring.Sitting in front of two laptops around 9 hours a day-replying emails,calling da suppliers for quotations,managing my manager's fund,settling da claims/invoices,packing stuffs that need to be send out and etc.

True that there are many people who's more busier den I am,more workload den I do and complains more as I am now but my main concern is I feel stuck in where I am,I dont see a ladder going up,tat's why I feel so unmotivated.All of a sudden I couldnt breath and break into tears,I just couldnt see da light showing me da direction I'm heading to.Felt lost and alone.I didnt tell this to her as I dont wan her to worry so much about me,pretending to be tough and showing da best part of me.

Well it got worse till a day we both got into a massive arguement cos of my unhappiness about work and her.I always wanted her to understand that I didnt want to be questioned about my sadness while all I needed was a person to listen and to be by my side.I needed ya to let me lean on you and feeling da support from you.True tat I would complain my job to my friends rather den to her,partly because I didnt wanna her to worry and she may not reallie understand how's da situation like.

Aha here's da thing.Yesterday she told me why there's this difference between working people and a student?She feels that we're just moving ahead while leaving them behind and when issue arises,we'll put da blame on them that they arent moving along with us.Actually for me da answer is No?Cos if I were to think so,I would have stop you continuing your studies and just work.I'm just more pressured cos da working party is me,a stronger me in any ways.I couldnt ask you to bear this and that right while you're still studying so dear,keeping da troubles and sadness away from you is not because you cant handle them or I wanna hide them away from you,is just I doesnt wanna burden ya.Why is it so difficult to be good?~~

Alright,anyway I have decided to change,a brand new year with a brand new start,I have made my mind to change job.Life may be tougher and it will lead to a better end.For our future and dreams,I'll changed a better me too!Life's too short to be depressed and sad! =)

Dear,I reallie do thank god that we get to spend this beautiful years together,every season & celebration are beautiful memories including this year birthday k?I knew I was sad and cried cos of da burden that I felt,I was expecting more on da day itself.Wanted to be da princess of da day =P my first time celebration in Chillis,Penang with a bunch of people singing birthday song to me and Nicole David was just sitting next to our table!*lol*

By da way,G Hotel looks classy but da bed wasnt reallie too comfy.Maybe it's still new but overall rating for da room would be 3 out of 5.They gave us a king size bed and a sea-view room.Rooms are clean and big but da missing point is there's no bath tub!However,should try staying there to experience da new modernize hotel where black is their main theme color(I still prefer Evergreen Lauriel =P)

Got to go now to grab some lunch,asam laksa?*haha*daily menu in Alor Star..